It is a Saturday and what is going on.   Bankruptcy.  Lovely thought, 
lovely time.   Which chapter shall I read, which chapter shall I file? 
Saturdays should be reserved for love and sunshine, running in the 
grass; kicking back and loving life.  Not listing debts and assets.  How
 do you value a book.  How do you value a life?   What value is on a 
dead fox that your grandmother wore on her first date?   A picture of 
your mother at 18.  Tears and sunshine.   Life chews you up and spits 
out your core- do you come out as a watermelon seed or a peach pit.  
Depends on the toughness of your soul.  Do you value your dogs, your 
horses, the one that is the baby of your best mare who finally left this
 world on a sunny day in July 2009.   What about the graveyard of horses
 you leave in the land of your home you have to leave.   Who will bless 
them now.   God damn creditor calling on the phone, reject the call, 
reject most calls now.  Cannot answer the phone or you get the fucking 
Indian or recorded voice, Is this __, if this is not ______do not listen
 to the message.  Blah fucking blah.  Never thought I would be in this 
position. Oh well going through the fire and coming out clean or some 
such shit.  I think I will go outside and lay in the sun and play with 
my goat Rosie.
 
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